Sometimes, the world just feels like it's spinning and all I'm doing is just standing there, the people surrounding me are moving through their day as normal without even realizing that I'm stuck in a stand still. I know people are still there, but it just feels like I'm secluded in a room by myself and the only other person there is God. All I can do is just talk to Him, to pray, to study him and relish in the life He gave me. 

I used to jokingly tell my parents that I'm the center of their world and their lives revolve around me (kinda true to some extent because being the youngest does come with some solid perks), but after growing up, I'm now realizing that rather than theirs revolving around me, mine revolves around Christ.

Idk this is just some food for thought & how I feel- although I do internalize almost all of my feelings so <3